With the village behind him the boy leaves home / Not having looked ahead he chooses the wrong path / Ignorant youth, he muddles along / Doomed to move toward his tragic end
Originally a printing platemaker, Wu Tsan-cheng's jobs have included working at the Red and Blue Color Printing Company, as well as being a platemaker at the Legislative Yuan. However, after graphic editing software became popular many years back the business of handmade platemaking began to decline and his job went the way of the industry.
"I have been very unlucky," says Wu. Whether it was opening his own workshop, selling insurance, or even getting involved in various franchise operations, his ventures have all lost money. Recently he began selling various items online that he designed and printed himself, such as cups, clothing and pillows. Nevertheless, since he lacks marketing skills his products don't stand out and seem to have become just another product in the sea of online auction houses.
Speaking of his life, Wu says, "It's as if I got on the wrong escalator. I want to go up, but instead I just keep going down." He asks dejectedly, "I don't know if you can really understand the feeling of having only NT$50 or 100 in your pocket while needing to feed a family and being completely uncertain as to what the future will bring."
In order to deal with expenses Wu began using credit cards to pay off his debts. As a consequence he accrued over NT$2 million in debt owed to over ten different banks. Despite having gone through negotiations with the banks he once again reneged on his commitments. He is currently requesting assistance from the Legal Aid Foundation to apply for debt adjustment.
As the old saying goes, "The worst thing a woman can do is marry the wrong man, while the worst thing a man can do is enter the wrong profession. For Wu, entering the printing business at the wrong time left him unable to earn a livelihood and resulted in him losing his wife.
"She resented me being poor and the fact that I was unable to change my situation." Having been divorced for close to four years, Wu is still unable to shake off the identity of the "poor father."
Wu describes his marriage as consisting of five separate acts: bedazzlement, marriage, disputes, drifting along, and separation. It started with being giddy from love, then marrying and thinking of the future, followed by ridiculous disputes, the years then passing by idly and finally separation. Amidst Wu's humor is a tone of deep helplessness.
Originally both he and his wife were in the same profession, but later she became a hairdresser and her income grew. "In her eyes it's the man's responsibility to support the family and the money she earned belonged to her; she was unwilling to take on that burden," he says. "As soon as she began earning good money she brought up the idea of divorce and I said, 'Fine!'"
"I am not a heartless person. I know that love and affection are irreplaceable," says Wu. He and his wife managed to maintain a good relationship just after their divorce and he welcomed her to come back and see their children any time. There still remains a thread of hope in his heart that she might return to him for the children's sake.