Slow down!
Sudden career transformations are unpredictable, and do not spare anyone just because of status or age. Penny Pan, who was assistant editor-in-chief for food and travel at Next magazine and turns 50 this year, is a case in point. When the financial tsunami rolled in at the end of 2008, she was unexpectedly "pulled down out of my position." But like KenWorker, after going through this derailment, she feels "filled with gratitude."
Pan, a longtime media veteran with a natural "godfather" (or rather "godmother"!) personality, handled three episodes of downsizing for the company over past seven years before 2008. However, thinking back to the economic implosion at the end of 2008, when there was a sharp decline in circulation and advertising revenues, "That was really frightening," she recalls. "I was really worried about the company's stability, and I also felt a duty to do something to look after coworkers who had been laid off."
Therefore, with her eye on the budget that government agencies have in recent years been setting aside to promote tourism and dining in Taiwan, and acting on her own initiative, she ran all over the place getting projects for the company. Even her semi-retired husband was enlisted as a "volunteer" assistant, while Pan ran herself so ragged that she had painful skin rashes all the time.
Little did she expect that burning the candle at both ends to protect the company would invite a rumor that she was really off pursuing personal profit. One day she was called in by her superior, and the same day it was announced that she had been laid off.
The day after the incident, she returned to her office to collect her things, and she wrote a letter to the boss of the company expressing "regret, but also gratitude." "At that time my team were really stunned, and they thought that my tranquility was just putting a good face on things. In fact, I think that the workplace is a bit like a marriage. When my superiors no longer trusted me, I could only say that we had lost our chemistry, and I didn't feel like trying to explain."
In fact, back at home, it was she who had to spend three days and nights calming and consoling her husband. "He was sad and angry. He wondered how my sincere and honest efforts could get twisted into such a story. He thought he had to force me to go back and clear my name." One colleague also phoned her privately to encourage her to go back and fight.
Pan explains that she was personally able to accept the facts calmly largely because of her naturally optimistic personality and her Christian beliefs. It was also because she didn't lack for material things in life, including a large severance payment and her own endowment insurance, which had matured and could be cashed in. "I could finally take a good long rest."
Nonetheless, in her heart she still felt an inescapable regret that "my character had been sullied." To herself she thought that if only she had been a little smarter, she would have chosen "early retirement" back when the company offered employees a choice between reduced salary and a package of incentives to retire early. Then she would have avoided the whole mess. "On the other hand, if I had not been pushed down by such an overwhelming force, maybe I would never have dared to leave for the rest of my life. All I can say is that there are few opportunities to turn your life in another direction, and it was lucky for me that I ran into one."
With time on her hands in the half year since leaving her job, Pan's greatest gain has been "I am starting to learn refinement." From culinary reporter to chief editor, her mind was preoccupied with being critical, finding fault. The whole rhythm of dining was uptempo leading to problems of weight gain, stomach infections, and similar "occupational hazards." Now she takes her time shopping in the market, tasting this and smelling that at a leisurely pace, and she cooks healthy food at home which she eats slowly, with concentration. As a bonus, she has also "begun to feel more of the satisfying aspects of married life."
(above) Phoenix Cheng, who has gone into business since leaving politics, is trying to make a go of it with a new business model: cell phone ring advertisements. "If we are successful this will completely change people's daily life experience, and if we don't succeed we'll just pack up next year. There's nothing inevitable about life, except that you need perseverance." (facing page) Cheng, who never goes to any new office without his models and action figures of Japanese comic book heroes, explains: "I've been inculcated with a passionate sense of justice ever since I can remember!"